Saturday, May 28, 2011

let it flow

okay, now the scout have a break because we will have a final semester test in our school..
i'm sorry coach, please. you have to understand, now. we will have a final test and i don't want my score decreased again.


this time, i had met a words. maybe not words. well,, it just like poem. and it so touchy.


there's no way to bring back
what had already gone to the earth


once make terrible mistake
there's no way to repair what I've done for you


once more
i'll never forget
but i can never go back


what i must to do is going forward now


(by: Khalida Febriani)


this is when i visited her blog, and i found this one..just repaired it to make sounds very good...
anyway, i have created poem and it sounds very cheesy
why?
i don't like being serious too long, and actually i had no idea again. however, it's in Bahasa Indonesia. see you, have a nice weekend :)


thanks
Assalamu'alaikum
Saturday, 28 May 2011                                    05.28 PM

see - saw

you're long...
and you made by wood...


         many of kids like you
         not only the kids...
         even adults like you


if you're higher, you gather with the sky
with the great sunshine and clouds
if you're lower, you gather with the earth
with the flower which glooming
it's just only you and me


having the great adventure...
scenes...
in our life




thanks
Assalamu'alaikum
Saturday, 28 May 2011                                                         05.13 PM

Friday, May 20, 2011

senja

di sini...
aku bersandar melihatmu...
bebas...
sekejap...
itulah hidupmu...


            kuning kemilauan...
            putih keemasan...
            engkau warnai langit itu


engkau biarkan sekitarmu mengganggumu
mengikuti arus jalannya hidup mereka
ikut tenggelam bersamanya
menunggu datangnya malam


            wahai senja,
            ingin kucurahkan apa yang terjadi dalam hidupku
            namun,
            engkau pergi meninggalkanku
            cukup hari itu aku bertemu kamu


selamat tinggal, senja...




thanks
Assalamu'alaikum
Friday, 20 May 2011                                                          02.58 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

legato

what a really pitiful day, my score decreased and my friend's very increased.
and i had no idea why i become tired ALL DAY??


really, my mind, my activities are very separated. maybe, now i become not serious to take a lessons. but, i have to serious step by step ( it reminds me the song "step by step" by NKOTB ). it means slow down to get it. in the music, you called legato.


well, i'm very hoping that i was passed...maybe the selection, get scholastic award, my score was very great. but, if it weren't happen, it's okay..maybe that isn't my luck, so i never give up to search everything as long as i work very hard and do the best thing for the future. also, i want my parents got happiness, see their daughter have a great skills, got certificate and many things.


and i really confused which university i should go. and which the best i should choose? pharmacy or health science, or maybe kedokteran? Monash in Australia? Curtin? Universitas Gadjah Mada? Universitas Indonesia? Universitas Padjajaran? or maybe Institut Teknologi Bandung? uuuuuuhhhhhh, where, where, and where. God, please help me find the way.


i think that's all  for today, cause tomorrow i will have 2 subject tests. biology and physics
thanks


Assalamu'alaikum
Wednesday, 18 May 2011                                     02.36 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

exhausted

soooo exhausted...
why? i had practice for several or maybe many times to prepare for Olympiad Sains of National..but we are in a selection of city. so...ohh God, help me please. you know, i'm trying to do my best, and nothing i comment it. it's done, okay?


the final of the Olympiad Sains of National at Manado. and the selection of city is celebrated in 2 days. this day, the first day for maths, physics, biology, and chemistry. for the second day is astronomy, earth geography, computer, and many things. i have met SMAN 9, SMAN 12, and others.
well, actually we were late but for the ceremony, not the test. fiuhhh.
we were separate by our subject. so, if you join maths, you have to join the ceremony in the maths group, not your schoolmates..
in many subjects, i just knew for the biology and especially, for chemistry. for chemistry, we had time 100 minutes, 30 multiple choices and 3 essays. the total of point is 98
the biology, they had 120 minutes, 50 multiple choices. and it's all multiple choices with different materials.
the ceremony was begin at 07.30 AM, and the test was begin on 08.15 AM. the test was finish on 10.15 AM
and that's all, i don't have time to tell the story for a long time..


I've also got a big and new knowledge, especially for the experience. I've learned the chemistry for the university, although i have to learn the senior high school system too. besides, i was afraid to think what will they gave. so,so, so panic and very stress.


this day, i had gone to SMA 8 for the selection of city to province. i hope i passed, please. but, if it were not, it's okay. at least i have many experience before i go to university.


really, it's very tired at all..
can't wait to hear the news


that's all
thanks


Assalamu'alaikum
Tuesday, 10 May 2011                                           08.59 PM