confused

one word... two words... maybe many words that really stuck in my head..

tired..

confused..

regretful..

and so on..

why? because i had chosen to be a Cendana debaters however, i don't like it.. so, i denied. although i was very regret that this is the only chance to reach it..but, the time doesn't make very consequent..i have participate with the other scouts and being a leader, i had join to go to Olympiad Sains for National, and many activities that i really can't avoid it well...

whatever they said, i always on my opinion, my destination. because not all of the people know about my life..including for my soul and pressures...

now, i have to practice for the competition of sub-province on May..fiiiiuuuuhhh, really i have to go to dinner now..

thanks

Assalamu'alaikum

Wednesday, 27 April 2011                                                                            07.49 PM

past

sadness, always in my mind..

you make me confused

you make me cry

all you have to do just having pressures...

did you realize what had happened with my soul?

although i always brokenhearted, i always be patience..

i know your characteristic...

your personality...

that i want to change how deeply i care about you

misunderstanding..

it's all about us..

even you want to come back, i'm really sorry..

there's no way to rewind it, although you regret what had already gone to the earth

if always once make terrible mistake, there's no way to repair it, and it never come back anymore

it must go forward...

thanks for always care to me..

thanks

Assalamu'alaikum

Thursday, 21 April 2011                                              09.19 AM

surprised

i really, really surprised.. my first poem in sagang online
with the title "Kemarahan Illahi"


Alhamdulillah, how really surprised am i that i didn't know my poem really appeared..
padahal itu kelas 1 SMA, sudah 1 tahun yang lalu... Subhanallah, nggak nyangka

KEMARAHAN ILLAHI

Gempa…

Bencana yang tak terduga

Tak terlupakan

Bagi setiap umat manusia

    Merubah gembira menjadi tangis deru

    Utuh menjadi hilang

    Hidup menjadi mati

    Dan menjadi sebuah penderitaan

Engkau habiskan tanah kami

Engkau telan bumi ini

Yang menjadi sebuah kepedihan

Untuk manusia

Engkau buat kami sengsara

     Apa daya…

     Hanya tangis

     Mohon pertolongan

     Hanya itu yang bisa mereka lakukan

Gempa…

Tidak hanya sebagai bencana

Namun juga teguran

Semua kan kembali pada-Nya

Sadarilah….

Dewi Pratita Anggraeni

Kelas X6, SMA Cendana Pekanbaru

this poem i created when West Sumatra had big accident... so, at first i didn't think i can make a good poem

but, alas... it really appeared..TARAAA

well, well...

long time no posting all day...hufftthh, this day is an exhausted day I've ever had

well, see you

thanks

Assalamu'alaikum

Wednesday, 20 April 2011                                           01.29 PM

mid test

coming up, MID SEMESTER TEST..

but still in process..

aaaahhh, how come i really become tired ALL DAY??

just because of the busy life.. school, homework, school, violin, scout, test, scout, homework, test, school, what again? in day to day, i have to get concern all activity.. and i really don't have a peaceful time.. how i can get that?

it's very awful that i always disappointing of myself just because of my aim, my future, or whatever. however, the fact is very contrast. how could i ever reach it?

it's rarely between possible and impossible...

when you come to me? that peaceful time?? get enough..

i have to finish all my work, and still keep silence and don't suffer it..

i have done with Physics, but just passed... uuuhhhh, i want a high score and better than the others.

i have done with English, but it was over limit. i had spoken more than 4 minutes, and... time's up. and still don't know about the score

i have done with Maths, well.. it passed, but not excellent..

others? i don't know about them... just keep waiting, praying, and trying to fight emotional...

and, i as the one of student who passed the Olympiad Sains in my school, i hope i pass again (help me, God)

oh yeah, i already forgot about my poems.. sorry, i didn't make it on time and all day... it's very hard to manage it... all my activities really flat.

i hope this blog can develop it, how i can make it interests especially, for the readers...

that's all, see you

thanks

Assalamu'alaikum

Friday, 8 April 2011                                                          02.49 PM

XI IPA 1

yup..that's my class..

kelas yang berjumlah 34 siswa ini lah warga anak ipa, terutama dari XI IPA 1.. mulanya berjumlah 33 orang, tapi berhubung ada anak baru, jadinya bertambah 1 jadi 34 orang anak XI IPA 1. dan kebetulan kelas ini aku katakan kelas gokil yang pernah aku rasakan. why? karena setiap pelajaran pasti salah satu dari teman - teman kami membawa kamera candid.. apalagi sekarang sudah di upload di facebook, di tag, sampai di edit. kelas ini aku katakan jadi seru soalnya setiap pelajaran, ntah apa apa yang mereka lakukan. dari yang cowoklah, pada nggak masuk akal, kadang aneh - aneh aja. yang cewek kadang suka ikut - ikutan. apalagi kalau ditawarin foto, pasti mau. nggak kalah heboh sih, ada juga kekompakannya walaupun sedikit.

kami juga bikin jaket kelas sebagai kenang - kenangan. tapi yang buat aku heran, bahannya parasut -,-

hmm...kira - kira bagus nggak ya? moga aja muat, dan moga juga nggak kekecilan.. yang penting enak dan nyaman dipakai..

heeeeeemmmmmmm, apalagi ya tentang IPA 1?

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kayaknya cuma itu aja yang aku posting, udah dulu ya..

thanks

Assalamu'alaikum

Friday, 1 April 2011                                                           02.08 PM