breathing,, BOOM!

ookaay, soo.. setelah lama aku gak NGE-BLOG, jadinya rancu deh ini blog. Hem hem hem * just thinking* well, kita percepat aja ya, kalo bhsa inggris terus, yaa just want to practice, and that's all.. Btw, aku pake bilingual aja. I love being Indonesian :)


tadi sampe mana ya? O ya, setelah aku usus buntu, banyak sekali tantangan aku untuk hidup. -____- 
aku gak olah raga selama 6 bulan ini * 6 bulan lho, kebayang gak*. Walaupun aku selesai operasi usus buntu, tapi masih juga makan yg pedas - pedas. emang sih nggak ada pantangannya, tapi after finished eating the food, rasanya sakiiitt kali. habis itu juga, aku paksa olah raga. Dan pas pulang, nggak tau kenapa rasanya sakit kali, terutama perut sebelah kanan bawah, bagian bekas operasinya. heeemmm, sooo looong, actually very long to heal from appendicitis. :(

however; i have a great experience that i joined last year. dan aku bener - bener gak nyangka lho. kalian tau gak itu apa?


" SCHOLASTIC AWARD 2012"


aku bener - bener gak nyangka. so unbelieveable !!
well, first of all, maaf karena begitu sangat telat untuk mem-posting- kan yang seperti ini karena aku jarang buka blog aku.. :D *maklum, aku udah kelas 3 SMA dan aku kebanyakan jadwal -,-


first, awalnya dari TES RAPOR:
kalian butuh banyak syarat - syarat untuk mengikuti kompetisi yang sangat berat dan hasilnya juga sangat berat. kenapa? karena dari tes ini kalian hanya memperjuangkan waktu kalian untuk mengikuti dalam memperebutkan beasiswa perusahaan dari PT CHEVRON PACIFIC INDONESIA. dan tidak hanya distrik kalian saja yang mengikuti. buaaannnyyyakkk sekali, karena semua distrik yang berkompetisi dimana anak - anak yang papanya pegawai chevron ini masih aktif dalam IBU. dan bisa dikatakan se Indonesia. bayangin, SE INDONESIA.dan ini yang paling berat loh, hasilnya yang bakal lolos di ambil 35 peserta dari se Indonesia. Bagiku sangatlah berat. dan secara tidak sengaja, aku nggak nyangka masuk 35 besar ._.


O ya,, jadi lupa. tes rapor itu seperti yaa bakal diliat rapor kamu seperti apa. terutama rata - rata kamu harus di atas 7. terus, kamu harus isi applicant yg chevron minta. misalnya, scholastic award questionnare. kamu harus isi beberapa  pertanyaan yang ada di questionnare nya itu. Foto kamu berwarna 3x4 2 buah dan fotokopi rapor dari kelas 1 SMA dan 2 SMA semester 1 dan 2.hemm, aku lupa apa apa aja yg ketinggalan, yang pastinya aku cuma inget yang ini


setelah kamu kepilih, maka itu artinya kamu ikut TES AKADEMIK:
di tes akademik ini, cuma butuh 2 hari saja. tes ini berupa tes SNMPTN dan bersistem MINUS. hari pertama berupa kemampuan dasar dan pada hari kedua berupa kemampuan IPA bagi yang IPA dan kemampuan IPS bagi yang IPS. ini adalah perjuangan yang berat dimana tes ini hanya diambil 35 orang yang dibilang sebagai finalis. paraaahhh, soalnya sangat cukup susah.SANGAT CUKUP SUSAH -_________-


waktu hari pertama, KEMAMPUAN DASAR itu berisi matematika dasar, bahasa Indonesia, bahasa Inggris. ya Allah, soalnya bikin aku panik, mana AC nya dingin pulak lagi. dan alat tulis sudah disediakan sama panitia. so, nggak pake kertas corat - coret, alat tulis dari kita, cuma kartu pening/badge sama jaket yang kita bawa.
untuk kemampuan dasar, aku start dengan bahasa Indonesia, karena aku khawatir kalau aku mulai dengan MADAS, pada saat masuk ke bahasa Indonesia,, dari logika atau penalaran masuk ke hati, gak akan masuk. soal bahasa Indonesia aku jawab berdasarkan yang aku pelajari di bimbel. yaa ada beberapa yang kosong. pas aku jawab MADAS, ya Allah, cuma lebih kurang dari 5 soal itu bisa aku jawab. dan soal bahasa Inggrisnya banyak penalaran dan benar - benar TOEFL banget. aku ngeliat di sekitar aku, penuh bulatannya. sedangkan aku, cuma beberapa dan nggak sampe 30 soal aku jawab.


besoknya, KEMAMPUAN IPA
and, i went to physic. Astagfirullah *nutup mata* fisika cuma dapat 6 soal. balek lagi ke MAT IPA. dan SUBHANALLAH aku cuma dapat jawab 3 SOAL. balek ke biologi, aku cuma geleng - geleng kepala, dapat 4 soal. Chemistry!! Alhamdulillah aku dapat 11 soal, actually that's my favorite walaupun soalnya susah. dan aku liat IPA TERPADU. yaa, aku cuma bisa jawab sebisa aku maksimal berusaha seusaha mungkin.


well, sampe di sini aja dulu ya. my hands are tired and i have to make the proposal now. okay, catch you later, see ya
:)


Assalamua'alaikum
Sunday, 8 January 2012

this isn't the end of my life (1)

hi guys, sorry i've been no posting all day.. because of the appendicitis..

well, maybe this is the last but not least, i feel i never get life again. but, maybe this is my bad day or unlucky...

i had surgeon of appendix at Eka Hospital. the incident happened when Friday 2 weeks ago. i suddenly woke up with very bad stomachace. and when i tighted my right leg, it was very hurt. i reliezed it was the worst hurt i've ever feel. so, on the morning i went to the hospital to see the doctor. at first they said i had appendicitis, but it really made them confused. so, i have to wait Monday to see the surgery. then, doctor said and offered me to go to the x-ray room for appendicogram. it had twice to take it. and the results came Friday

however, the doctor is gone. so, i have to wait until Monday, however it made me worst. and finally, i went to the emergency.

they told me to see the other doctor, so i came to see doctor who named Alti. they gave me some letters and had to take it to Eka Hospital.

so, in the afternoon, i went to Eka Hospital and doctor decided me to take surgeon. and i chose tomorrow at 1 PM. after went to Eka Hospital, my family and i went shopping at SKA Mall.

to be continued...

just wait for the second, my hands feel tired..

thanks

Assalamu'alaikum

Wednesday, 6 July 2011                                                06.22 PM

appendicitis

Appendicitis is a painful swelling and infection of the appendix.

Obstruction of the appendiceal lumen causes appendicitis. Mucus backs up in the appendiceal lumen, causing bacteria that normally live inside the appendix to multiply. As a result, the appendix swells and becomes infected. Sources of obstruction include

• feces, parasites, or growths that clog the appendiceal lumen
• enlarged lymph tissue in the wall of the appendix, caused by infection in the gastrointestinal tract or elsewhere in the body
• inflammatory bowel disease, including Crohn’s disease and ulcerative colitis
• trauma to the abdomen

An inflamed appendix will likely burst if not removed. Bursting spreads infection throughout the abdomen—a potentially dangerous condition called peritonitis.

Anyone can get appendicitis, but it is more common among people 10 to 30 years old. Appendicitis leads to more emergency abdominal surgeries than any other cause.

Most people with appendicitis have classic symptoms that a doctor can easily identify. The main symptom of appendicitis is abdominal pain.

The abdominal pain usually

• occurs suddenly, often causing a person to wake up at night
• occurs before other symptoms
• begins near the belly button and then moves lower and to the right
• is new and unlike any pain felt before
• gets worse in a matter of hours
• gets worse when moving around, taking deep breaths, coughing, or sneezing

Other symptoms of appendicitis may include

• loss of appetite
• nausea
• vomiting
• constipation or diarrhea
• inability to pass gas
• a low-grade fever that follows other symptoms
• abdominal swelling
• the feeling that passing stool will relieve discomfort

Symptoms vary and can mimic other sources of abdominal pain, including

• intestinal obstruction
• inflammatory bowel disease
• pelvic inflammatory disease and other gynecological disorders
• intestinal adhesions
• constipation

A doctor or other health care provider can diagnose most cases of appendicitis by taking a person’s medical history and performing a physical examination. If a person shows classic symptoms, a doctor may suggest surgery right away to remove the appendix before it bursts. Doctors may use laboratory and imaging tests to confirm appendicitis if a person does not have classic symptoms. Tests may also help diagnose appendicitis in people who cannot adequately describe their symptoms, such as children or the mentally impaired.

Medical History

The doctor will ask specific questions about symptoms and health history. Answers to these questions will help rule out other conditions. The doctor will want to know when the pain began and its exact location and severity. Knowing when other symptoms appeared relative to the pain is also helpful. The doctor will ask questions about other medical conditions, previous illnesses and surgeries, and use of medications, alcohol, or illegal drugs.

Physical Examination

Details about the abdominal pain are key to diagnosing appendicitis. The doctor will assess pain by touching or applying pressure to specific areas of the abdomen.

Responses that may indicate appendicitis include

• Guarding. Guarding occurs when a person subconsciously tenses the abdominal muscles during an examination. Voluntary guarding occurs the moment the doctor’s hand touches the abdomen. Involuntary guarding occurs before the doctor actually makes contact.
• Rebound tenderness. A doctor tests for rebound tenderness by applying hand pressure to a patient’s abdomen and then letting go. Pain felt upon the release of the pressure indicates rebound tenderness. A person may also experience rebound tenderness as pain when the abdomen is jarred—for example, when a person bumps into something or goes over a bump in a car.
• Rovsing’s sign. A doctor tests for Rovsing’s sign by applying hand pressure to the lower left side of the abdomen. Pain felt on the lower right side of the abdomen upon the release of pressure on the left side indicates the presence of Rovsing’s sign.
• Psoas sign. The right psoas muscle runs over the pelvis near the appendix. Flexing this muscle will cause abdominal pain if the appendix is inflamed. A doctor can check for the psoas sign by applying resistance to the right knee as the patient tries to lift the right thigh while lying down.
• Obturator sign. The right obturator muscle also runs near the appendix. A doctor tests for the obturator sign by asking the patient to lie down with the right leg bent at the knee. Moving the bent knee left and right requires flexing the obturator muscle and will cause abdominal pain if the appendix is inflamed.

Women of childbearing age may be asked to undergo a pelvic exam to rule out gynecological conditions, which sometimes cause abdominal pain similar to appendicitis.

The doctor may also examine the rectum, which can be tender from appendicitis.

Laboratory Tests

Blood tests are used to check for signs of infection, such as a high white blood cell count. Blood tests may also show dehydration or fluid and electrolyte imbalances. Urinalysis is used to rule out a urinary tract infection. Doctors may also order a pregnancy test for women.

Imaging Tests

Computerized tomography (CT) scans, which create cross-sectional images of the body, can help diagnose appendicitis and other sources of abdominal pain. Ultrasound is sometimes used to look for signs of appendicitis, especially in people who are thin or young. An abdominal x ray is rarely helpful in diagnosing appendicitis but can be used to look for other sources of abdominal pain. Women of childbearing age should have a pregnancy test before undergoing x rays or CT scanning. Both use radiation and can be harmful to a developing fetus. Ultrasound does not use radiation and is not harmful to a fetus.

Surgery

Typically, appendicitis is treated by removing the appendix. If appendicitis is suspected, a doctor will often suggest surgery without conducting extensive diagnostic testing. Prompt surgery decreases the likelihood the appendix will burst.

Surgery to remove the appendix is called appendectomy and can be done two ways. The older method, called laparotomy, removes the appendix through a single incision in the lower right area of the abdomen. The newer method, called laparoscopic surgery, uses several smaller incisions and special surgical tools fed through the incisions to remove the appendix. Laparoscopic surgery leads to fewer complications, such as hospital-related infections, and has a shorter recovery time.

Surgery occasionally reveals a normal appendix. In such cases, many surgeons will remove the healthy appendix to eliminate the future possibility of appendicitis. Occasionally, surgery reveals a different problem, which may also be corrected during surgery.

Sometimes an abscess forms around a burst appendix—called an appendiceal abscess. An abscess is a pus-filled mass that results from the body’s attempt to keep an infection from spreading. An abscess may be addressed during surgery or, more commonly, drained before surgery. To drain an abscess, a tube is placed in the abscess through the abdominal wall. CT is used to help find the abscess. The drainage tube is left in place for about 2 weeks while antibiotics are given to treat infection. Six to 8 weeks later, when infection and inflammation are under control, surgery is performed to remove what remains of the burst appendix.

Nonsurgical Treatment

Nonsurgical treatment may be used if surgery is not available, if a person is not well enough to undergo surgery, or if the diagnosis is unclear. Some research suggests that appendicitis can get better without surgery. Nonsurgical treatment includes antibiotics to treat infection and a liquid or soft diet until the infection subsides. A soft diet is low in fiber and easily breaks down in the gastrointestinal tract.

Recovery

With adequate care, most people recover from appendicitis and do not need to make changes to diet, exercise, or lifestyle. Full recovery from surgery takes about 4 to 6 weeks. Limiting physical activity during this time allows tissues to heal.

info:

http://digestive.niddk.nih.gov/ddiseases/pubs/appendicitis/

thanks

Assalamu'alaikum

Tuesday, 28 June 2011                                                     05.44 PM

andante

good afternoon ladies and gentleman..

how's your day? great?

finally we had accept our report for the final test. andd,,, it's good. sort of....

by the way, this weekend our scout will have an event for the training centre in our location for National Jamboree. and we, as the ranger and rover as the crew of the event. well, helping the coach, as usual.

and i had practice and practice about violin. because...the event will end at Monday after lunch. and seriously i have to get fit all day. however, the course take Tuesday. huummm.....

my all classmates will gonna have a party class. but i can't. (sorry mates, i'm very busy) why?

my parents had a problem which my dad had job posting. if he did, we would move with him.

and as the first child, they ask my opinion.

............ 

and done

thanks

Assalamu'alaikum

Friday, 17 June 2011                                                   01.01 PM

more than a band (lemonade mouth)

I can't pretend
To know how you feel
But know that I'm here
Know that I'm real


Say what you want
Or don't talk at all


I'm not gonna let you fall

Reach for my hand
'Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are small
But you can cry on them too

Everything changes
But one thing is true
Understand
We'll always be more than a band

Yeah yeah yeah yeah


You used to brave the world
All on your own
Now we won't let you go
Go it alone


Be who you wanna be
Always stand tall

Not gonna let you fall

Reach for my hand
'Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are strong
But you can cry on them too

Everything changes
But one thing is true
Understand
We'll always be more than a band


I never knew you could take me so far
I've always wanted to hope that you are
The ones I need


Reach for my hand
'Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are strong
But you can cry on them too

Everything changes
But one thing is true
Understand
We'll always be more than a band

Reach for my hand
'Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are strong
But you can cry on them too

Everything changes
But one thing is true
Understand
We'll always be more than a band 


info: AZ Lyrics


thanks
Assalamu'alaikum
Monday, 13 June 2011                                                         05.32 PM

introspection

what a really peaceful day !
i had done with the final test at my school. and it's DONE people, congratulations.. : )


and we hope our score were great, amien..


during this June, i had no idea. but,, i still keep busy all day. and the future is becoming to us. and i don't know why the worried feeling comes suddenly? i hope nothing's gonna be happen.


sometimes i feel i'm the bad person who i know myself. but, sometimes my feeling said " am i a betrayer? and am i a good or bad person?". sometimes my heart feels loneliness because I've ever think who i am as the person. why i hold my emotions until i calm down, but with the pressures. is that good? is it good something you want to solve but done with misunderstanding? and it repeat?


where's the loyalty that we have? where's the honesty that we have? and where's the promises and grants that we hold?


........
am i debate or arguing something? --'
please, sorry..my mistake


because at this moment time, i really keen on introspection.


well,, that's all
have a good holiday mates : ) (and thumbs up)


thanks
Assalamu'alaikum
Thursday, 9 June 2011                                                 04.30 PM 

water

sejuk,

murni,

itulah engkau wahai air

     begitu banyak yang membutuhkanmu

     dan begitu banyak yang tergantung padamu

wahai air,

engkau begitu bermanfaat bagi kami

dan semuanya di jagat raya ini

     aliranmu yang menawan,

     memberi kesegaran di tiap tetesan

     memberi kepulihan,

     serta kesejukan

begitu murninya engkau yang begitu didambakan oleh setiap makhluk hidup

thanks

Assalamu'alaikum

Thursday, 9 June 2011                               03.26 PM